Song That Explains My Life

Ever since 6th grade, I've always thought my themesong is Sober-P!nk. I cut it so its only the exact reason why I think it's my song.

I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest..
Or the girl who never wants to be alone..
I don't wanna be that call at four o'clock in the mornin'..
'Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home..

Ah, the sun is blindin'..
I stayed up again..
Oh, I am findin'..
That's not the way I want my story to end..

I'm safe, up high!
Nothing can touch me!
Why do I feel this party's over..?
No pain, inside!
You're my protection!
But how do I feel this good sober..?

I don't wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence..
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth..
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation..
'Cause I won't remember, save your breath 'cause what's the use?

Ahhhh-Ahhh, the night is calling~
And it whispers to me softly, "come and play~"
I am falling..
And if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame..

I'm safe up high,
Nothing can touch me,
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside,
You're like perfection,
But how do I feel this good sober?