Life of Holly Starr

.-.

I remember when I wrote this.
//Changed so much?//
\\ Not really. \\

Kind of Girl


I'm not the kind of girl,
Who will ask you what is wrong
I'll bring it up shortly,
But if you say it's fine,
I will leave it at that.

I'm not the kind of girl,
Who will be the shoulder you cry on
I'm not the kind of girl,
Who wants to be left alone

I'm not the kind of girl,
Who would tell all of your secrets
I'm not the kind of girl,
Who would keep them from your friends

I'm the kind of girl,
Who is glad to help anyone
I'm the kind of girl,
Who has no idea how to

I'm the kind of girl,
Who understands everything.
I'm the kind of girl,
That hurts daily, but is too busy..
Caring.. To hurt.

I'm the kind of girl,
Who is trying to catch her breath
I'm the kind of girl,
Running from her fears,
Holding on so tight, My knuckles white,
That I let go.

Now that you know, this is my life,
I won't be told what's supposed to be right.

I'm the kind of girl,
That would cry with you.
I'm the kind of girl,
That seems careless and happy.

When I'm definitely not.

I'm not the kind of girl,
That wouldn't accept 'You don't understand'
I'm the kind of girl,
Who would let it go.

I'm a hypocrite.
A bore,
A looser,
And other things.

But as long as the people around me are fine, I could care less.

Because they are all I have, and all I need.

My friends are the only people I care about, and they are the only thing I need.

I'm the dramatic kind of girl,
Who thinks the worst of herself,
And the best of everyone else.
I'm the kind of girl, who listens to music.
Because it makes me feel better.

I'm the kind of girl,
Who lies daily.
The kind of girl,
Who's smile is a grimace.

[ I never did finish it. ]

So bipolar, argumentative..
Don't let me get me..
Counselor for everyone else,
Won't take my own advice.