Well, Here I go. Trying to make a blog again. Maybe this time I'll actually finish it. Update it every once in a while? Nice to meet you, I'm Maegan Lloyd. But please, call me Holli Kyo. I guess you could say my favorite thing in life, is the beauty of it all. Cheesy, stupid, call it whatever you want. But once you stop stressing over everything, take life slowly. A lot of people used to tell me things to help me get through, things like "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger" [ Very nice song, by the way. ] But I would always say things like "But after all the pain, is it really worth it?"
Growing up was, I'm going to be straightforward, was awful. Fucking hell. Seriously. Sure I get the whole:
"Your life isn't the worst," thing, but my life is DEFINITELY not the kind where you can go,
"Tra-la-la, Yo-Ho-Ho." And skip around in a merry little circle.
I wish it was.
But I will tell you something. "I would never have it any other way" [ Another great song ]. For it was my closest friend, and also first boyfriend who told me that if you even think about giving up on life, you already have. Because you dared to think about giving up YOUR life, and affecting so many others that care about you.
I was always thinking, "No one cares about me."
I was wrong. So many people do. But I guess a massive mistake is the thing a stubborn person needs to realize their wrong.
But we can't go back in time.
It was also that same guy who said: "You can't let a thing like total public humiliation get in the way between you and a good time."
Obviously, right
Because in the end, it's not about how many breaths you took..
It's about how many moments took your breath away.
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Signing off,
Holli Kyo
Stay strong, Beautiful, And always state your mind.
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