I Guess This Is Why It All Goes Wrong.

I HATE WRITING CAPITAL LETTERS FOR EVERY WORD BUT I THINK THAT'S WHAT YOU'RE SPODA DO.

I never left you, that's for sure. I was always willing to make you number one, forgetting about most of my friends just to commit to you. If you are going to make a blog because you finished reading mine, leave a comment. Okay?

DERP, you were never third wheel when I was around.
You may've been third wheel because of DERP and DERP together, but never around me.
That's the way I felt.

I'm always so willing to hang out with you guys, but I either can't or you guys are busy.
I would do anything to fucking hang out with you guys. To understand KPOP so that way you guys won't push me out of the conversation.

And yes, I have expectations of you. I expect you to be a good student and good celloist because you work hard. You have it in you to do well. But you just haven't unlocked it yet.

You said that your mom never pushes you to do good work, or something similar. Well, here I am DERP, wanting you to do better, wanting you to excel. Wanting to go to college and become the job you want.

All I hear every day is how badly my mom wants a job that she likes. But she was unable to get it because her family was poor and couldn't get into college and she didn't get a full scholarship. She went to night school for 6 years, and still, can only get a job at the Postal Service. She cuts her fingers all day, and never even gets to sit down. Her boss is the most frustrating person she has ever met.

I just want all of my friends to have the good life. Yes, I pressure them. But it's only because I don't want them to be sad.

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Obviously I censored out names because DERP.