This will be my first day in high school! And of course you know I will blog about it!! If you do watch my YouTube Channel, AccompanyPolaris, I apologize once more for the lack of videos. My parental controls on the computer make it practically impossible to edit a video and upload it in such a short amount of time. However, I urgently want to make a video, so I'm trying!
Recently I haven't been able to sleep as much. Maybe it's because I've been going into physiological, wise Maegan a lot recently. Maybe it's because I have inspiration running through my veins.
Maybe it's because I want someone to finally notice me for who I am. Someone who can look past my fake smiles and see the girl who needs someone.
Maybe it's because I'm over thinking everything.
Nonetheless, I'm really stressed about school. School used to be so easy for me, until I realized how much stress is put on me to do well- along with the challenging courses.
Freshman year I want to take it slow. I don't want any drama like I had last year. Surprisingly, no boy drama last year. Usually the drama is boys and then friends. For normal people. But for me it was friends and then boys.
The only boy trouble that I had was when Kayden and Hayden moved away. Still can't believe they left. For those of my new readers, Kayden was sort of my boyfriend, and Hayden was his younger brother.
I say sort-of because. I'm too shy to admit it. >n>.
Kayden was a 'bookie' as my friend Courtney called him. He read books. A lot. But he played Lacrosse and participated in XC. He also played violin. Knew some German and was overall a pretty damn smart student.
My parents didn't really know about him though. o.o"
Still confused about how they didn't know.
Oh well.
Layslie asked me a few days ago if I would date anyone this year after my 8 month thing with Kayden.
I said probably not, but things change. Y'know?
Just please no drama this year.
Please
Please
Please
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Peace out, stay strong, and remember: YOLO.
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